School has been boring and Im having trouble making friends, but, I guess there isnt really any people who could possibly understand the what makes me tick. I miss all my friends from last year, I wish we hadnt been forced to part ways, you guys were awesome. I think ive calmed down considerably from the way I acted last year and i've definately grown more detatched from the world. its hard to make friends for me... im not sure why. no one really likes me any way. This kind of life isnt good for my self esteem or my healthand It sucks because I know there's nothing I can do about it... Im lonely, depressed, it seems Im alienated at my school, its hard to fit in, and Ive given up trying to. People will just have to accept me for who I am, and if they cant then its there loss... I wish I could see my old friends some time. I would be nice to see how we've changed, physically and mentally. but, I doubt that will ever happen anytime soon. I miss being young... never a worry nor a care. at least thats how childhood is supposed to go... but, losing a drand mother at the age of 5, a grandfather right after that, he didnt die, he just left... another grandfather died when i was eight, my first great grandma passed away when I was nine, and my favorite great grandma, the one who I had grown closest to, died last year... I still havent gotten over it. God, look at me, spilling my life's story to the world... well, i guess i'll wrap things up but thanks for hearing me out.
Sincerely-
Jason, AKA Frost-Demon